Between Ed Sheeran and My Daughter

I dont know what made me write about this.
I guess it's because of Ed Sheeran's show. No, I actually dont care enough about going to his concert. But knowing that a lot of my friends went to the concert just made me feel, somehow, poor.

I found that the ticket price was around 2 million. It's the cheapest. Meanwhile, the amount of my money on the bank is less than that. Is that sad? Funny I dont feel sad. Being poor isnt equal to being sad. I'm too busy to think about what or who to pay, since I still own some people quite amount of money.
How would I pay them, is still a mistery.

Oh, I also think a lot about my daughter. I mean like a lot. I just wanted to be right beside her when she got the news, whether she got chosen to national team or not. I just want to say to her, that God must've known what best to her.

Also, I really miss her. We never got spearated without phonecell like this.
It's been 3 days, luckily she will be coming home tomorrow. I dont know if this happen longer. How would I manage my feeling.

I pray that she made it. I pray that she got chosen. But overall I pray that she's healthy, spiritful and happy. And whether she made it or not, it doesnt really matter anymore.

Cibinong, May 4th, 2019