it's been second week of March 2010.
I feel so grateful that I had a chance to look back and found out that I had been through all of this.
You see, for the past 6 months my life has been quite a parade. Seriously.
So many activities, so many things happened to me.
I just read my last blog about my latest romance with ........., who now has become a good friend of mine. Well, since the tragedy back on August 2009, I and him still keep in touch and whenever we met in some occasions, he treated me nicely. All my feeling to him has gone, and now I am happy that we have become good friends.
the fact that I lost "my appetite" to him maybe had a correlation with another love I found..hehehe..
Let's say that I had a crush with another guy, and we had been together for at least 5 months, until a week a go when I decided to leave him. I've tried to hold on as long as I could, but apparently I couldn't. He's just too demanding and possessive to me. I couldn't live with someone who tried to inspect me all the time. This break up is a total ruin for me and him, but we had no choice, that was the best option.
I had a week of mourning, crying, aching, and contemplating. But now I am back again with smile in my face and a relieve that finally I have gone through this.
Now I'm feeling like a reborn, a whole new & interesting life is in front of me. After 5 months full of emotion, all I cant think now is thank God, thank God, thank God.. :)
