hello it's me again...:D I can't believe myself that it’s almost a year since the last time I wrote here..Maybe because for the past year I've been so busy preparing the moving to a new workplace, and the health of my mother that had gotten worse. well, she's passed away last year. August 23, 2012. ... Until now it still feels like a bad dream. I sometimes can’t believe she’s already left...somehow I can’t accept that finally the disease has defeated her. But I have to let her go, and pray that she’s now in the hands of God, in a better condition, in a better place. Amiin. *sigh* I never afraid of loosing things, for I know that I don’t own anything in this world. But still, the departure felt hurt to me, and I couldn’t ease my feeling without convincing myself that she is now, indeed, has been freed from her pain for the past 5 years, from 3 times a week hemodialisys, the awfully tasteless dietary menu, and neglegance fro...