When You Seek for God, You Get The Good
I once used to ask myself, do I really love God? Does all my praying counts, do I even understand the meaning of ikhlas, if I do it all without knowing the meaning of lillahi ta'ala? How do I know I love God, if I don't feel anything that urges me to praise Him or to put Him in my first priority? And if I should, how could I do that? ... Believe me the thoughts have given me a comprehension, that being a moslem is not as simple as doing 5 times praying or completing the Rukun Islam. Not to mention the effect that it caused you. Because we have to make sure what we get when we reach or become something. Does it give any good for us? does it give any good for others? Does everyone get the benefit of our decision? Because if the answers is no, then why should we changed? Why should we hijra? Ok, first of all, I'd like to share that to believe in something that is invisible is not an easy thing for me. There is tough process, long journey to accept God's call, so many ...