The Talking Self

Hari ini hari kedua lebaran. Saat ini saya sedang di RSPJ, menemani mamah cuci darah di RS. Barusan aja makan siang pakai KFC, ngabisin sisa mamah, ntah knp perut malah jadi ga enak. Lebaran kali ini bener2 beda rasanya. Selain krn KO telak, gagal dlm perlombaan ritual Ramadhan, perasaan saya pun bener2 kacau seminggu terakhir ini. Semuanya membuat persiapan lebaran jadi ga beres, antara lain, baju koko faza baru dibeli sehari sebelumnya, sementara kyara tdk mendapat jatah baju muslim sbgm biasa, sehingga kemarin saat shalat Ied hanya memakai baju pesta yg dipadukan dg kerudung merah jambu saya. Saya sendiri pd hari lebaran memakai baju kurung lungsuran mamah, yg untung saja terlihat pas di badan saya. Di atas semua itu, saya sgt bersyukur, ada kakak saya di rumah. Dialah yg menyiapkan seluruh keprluan lebaran, mulai dari makanan, kue2 sampai merapikan rumah. Bukan saya tdk membantu sama sekali, tapi rasanya tanpa dia, lebaran ga akan lewat rumah kami. Sungguh, saking kecewanya saya, ...

I don't know whether it's worth to be shared or not, considering that I heard this from the apples of my eyes, and everything they say or do are always funny,cute and touchy to me... But hey, this is my page anyway..:D Yesterday gotta be the most stressed and probably most touchy day I've ever had. Since we lost our maid just 3 days a go, it's been like a "chaotic situation" in my house. While my kids had just got home from school, my mother who has to do her routine hemodialisys went to hospital with my dad and the driver. For information, my dad usually only accompanies and does a little this and that while the maid prepares the dress change and some other things. But yesterday, since there's only my dad in the house, he did everything. From changing the dress, put on the diaper, did some make up to my mom and those some other things that supposed to be done by woman. I thought one of my sisters came and did those things, because my da...

it's been second week of March 2010. I feel so grateful that I had a chance to look back and found out that I had been through all of this. You see, for the past 6 months my life has been quite a parade. Seriously. So many activities, so many things happened to me. I just read my last blog about my latest romance with ........., who now has become a good friend of mine. Well, since the tragedy back on August 2009, I and him still keep in touch and whenever we met in some occasions, he treated me nicely. All my feeling to him has gone, and now I am happy that we have become good friends. the fact that I lost "my appetite" to him maybe had a correlation with another love I found..hehehe.. Let's say that I had a crush with another guy, and we had been together for at least 5 months, until a week a go when I decided to leave him. I've tried to hold on as long as I could, but apparently I couldn't. He's just too demanding and possessive to me. I c...

3 Januari 2010 Hari ketiga di bulan Januari 2010. Masih agak kagok menulis dua angka terakhir, yang biasanya 09, menjadi 10. Biasanya sih aku akan mulai terbiasa setelah memasuki bulan kedua. Terus terang memasuki tahun 10 ini aku agak kurang bersemangat. Tidak seperti tahun-tahun yang sebelumnya, aku selalu membuat evaluasi dan menulis resolusi sebelum tutup tahun. Namun kali ini rasanya tidak tergerak sama sekali. Entah karena masih sedih akibat salah satu proyek di perusahaan tempat aku bekerja yang gagal dan mengakibatkan pemutusan hubungan kerja teman-temanku, atau karena secara khusus tidak ada perubahan berarti pada diriku pribadi. Aku sendiri bukannya tidak menikmati 200 9. Ada begitu banyak kegiatan yang aku ikuti. Ada banyak teman yang aku temui dan suka cita kegembiraan selama bersama keluarga dan teman-teman. Kumpul Heboh Di tahun ini aku menemukan teman-teman SMP 30 dan SMA 13 yang lama “hilang” kabarnya, bermula dari seorang teman ya...